Notes:-Not Market Bosworth…frustrating day. Road works meant a couple of diversions so not quite the ride I had planned. Took the van over to D and R in Arley and the guy I spoke to gave me his honest opinion. Pretty much the same as the chap from Johnson autos, it’s going to be expensive. He suggested just doing the repairs myself using glass fibre and filler rather than a full restoration. Also dont think they wanted the work as the place seemed a bit chaotic. Lots to think about. Im now really worried about my flatlined career, nothing positive this week and no new jobs to go for. Feels like im waiting for something to happen or for opportunities to open up but they just arent. Cant see a way forward and worried sick about Mum. Just really shit at the moment, nothing I do seems to make any difference. This ride helped push out the stress and frustration. Maybe this is what I need to do daily. Head is just all over the place…
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