Notes:-A5 path over the fields and back on Canal with Tom and Simba. Wet day WFH but cleared up for an evening walk. Thought I would do boot camp but needed to get out of the house for some air. Fell out with Sarah yesterday and shes not talking to me. Feel like Im just her carer and everything in the family has to run around how she is feeling. After a tough week off, which should have been a break I think I feel worse than before. Mum is really worrying me with her memory, its really scary. Im also worried about Mark. Sarah was ill at mums which is always the case, then she had the dental work which is horrible.. I know I have also had the same but for Sarah its always 100x worse. That put me under pressure to do all the day to day stuff, which included taking the dogs over to Abbys to get the used to the house. Sarah has decided that this is the only option for the holiday. I refused to let them go to Mums after last year. We should be getting them used to kennels, but apparently that me being cruel. Just as we were about to leave Sarah had toothache which I could see coming, but insisted I still go. To be fair I didnt want to mess Abby about so I had no choice. So this combined with my apparent moaning about getting up every morning at 7am to clean up dog mess and walk the dogs caused me to blow my top. We rarely do anything together at weekends, in fact Sarah doesnt seem to do anything at all. Then today, Monday comes and she is back working. No doubt next weekend will be just the same....
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