Notes:-Warton walk from Polesworth, Harry at guitar. Nice to get out after a pretty shit week. Sarah very depressed as it was her mums birthday yesterday. Absolutely no idea how to help her, she gets very depressed every year now, lasts for weeks. Poorly most days and doesnt sleep most nights. Tom also not speaking to us after I took his Xbox away on Thursday night. Found he had been lying about going on it outside of an agreed time every day. He is addicted to it. We thought setting up some restrictions would help but he bypassed them by using another account set up by one of his online friends. His addiction was effecting his revision for college so we agreed a time limit which he broke. So worried about him and Sarah. Now Im a crap dad and husband…. Still managed to have good day with Harry though. No cycling this week due to an awful cold, worst sore throat I’ve aver had mixed with fatigue, LFT tests are negative so it’s not covid. Had Wednesday off sick. Was up most of last night with Simba barking and scratching the door, pissed everywhere just for good measure. Not looking forward to next week and Xmas. The stress test f it all makes it almost unbearable to contemplate…….
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